Fell in love today...

Mikaela · Post by **Mikaela** » Tue Nov 22, 2005 7:29 am

This morning when I took the diapers to the Childrens Home I fell in love :!:

They got a new baby girl in over the weekend. They hadnt named her yet and her basinet just said BabyJane11.18.05. That was her name. I looked down on that precious child and she looked EXACTLY like little Tabitha on Bewitched. Ya'll remember the little girl on that show?

Anyway, I ask if we could please take that off of her and call her Baby Tabitha and they said yes!

I drop 3 cases of each size diapers off there each Tuesday morning which I enjoy but now I am so upset about that baby. PMS?

I go to old folks homes to make them smile. Orphanages to help where the state fails and all of this is suppose to make one feel great. But, I find that each time I leave I am either crying out of sadness for someone that may have passed during the week. Or crying for a baby that wasnt wanted. Crying. I have to learn to do what I go there to do and not be so close to it.

I have too much to do today than to be so upset. I am hoping writing this will get some of it out. *deep breath*

Thanks for listening. Shew, Im twisted today. :cry:

Mazziemom · Post by **Mazziemom** » Tue Nov 22, 2005 7:34 am

Oh you brave soul you!

We do presentations at nursing homes and I always end up in tears thinking about the fact that those people could die before I see them again...

I'm very glad we havent been invited to do a childs home like that... I'd end up bringing them home with me. After all, I only gave birth to 2 children but have 3 living with me... one I've had since he was in 3rd grade!

Keep your chin up, its heartbreaking but you help to make a difference!

Athena

Post by **kyria** » Tue Nov 22, 2005 1:39 pm

Just think of everyone that appreciates what you are doing, the children, the old people and all the people that run the places you visit and many more and most of all how proud God is of you.

Kisses darlin

Andrea (Angie)

Neokireina · Post by **Neokireina** » Tue Nov 22, 2005 3:54 pm

Aww can you be any nicer, you are such a great person. You can always come and cry on the boards. We'll all be here to support you so keep supporting these people in need and maybe your generous nature will spread.

Mikaela · Post by **Mikaela** » Wed Nov 23, 2005 5:53 am

I keep on thinking about lil Tabitha. She is already adopted. New babies go fast. They just have to 'go to closing' for her. haha

Sorry, in real estate that is the term used to define when the deed is done, completed, title conveyed, DONE, paid.

She is american and latino... GORGEOUS. She is only at a week old but her hair is so long it already curls and as smooth as silk. A Dr and college professor at USF is adopting her. She should have a good life.

I think about how hard it must have been for the mom and if the Dad even knew about the baby. I suppose my situation as a child makes me consider those things. What if her Daddy knows nothing of her and would take her and be good to her? My Mom never gave my dad that change and to this day he knows nothing of me. And I of him.

They are calling her Tabitha now. Broke my heart her name was a date. AHHH... ok, tears again.

Post over... not getting tweaked like yesterday.

Love ya'll. Thanks! *big hugs and kisses (for the chicks that swing that way)